Lonely world

Song of the Night:
"Dark Side of the Moon (Piano Mix)" - Dune

I'm sitting alone on a saturday night, drinking beer and surfing the internet, and I realize how lonely I really am. It hits me like something that stings deep inside my stomach, and it makes it difficult to breathe.

I'm just staring at my screen now, unsure of how to react. I've felt this a couple of times these past weeks/months, but right now it's worse than usual, and I can see it for what it is. I'm really, really lonely. And it hurts.

I guess I'm just not meant for this world.
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